Don't Quit

When things go wrong,
as they sometimes will,
When the road you're trudging seems all uphill,
When the funds are low, and the debts are high,
And you want to smile,
but you have to sigh,
When care is pressing you down a bit,
Rest if you must,
but don't you quit.
Life is queer with its twists and turns,
As every one of us sometimes learns,
And many a failure turns about,
when he might have won had he stuck it out;
Don't give up though the pace seems slow,
You may succeed with another blow.
Success is failure turned inside out,
The silver tint of the clouds of doubt,
And you never can tell how close you are,
It may be near when it seems so far;
So stick to the fight when you're hardest hit,
It's when things seem worst,
that You Must Not Quit.

Let Go

I'm holdin' on to hope
I know its a foolish thought
Think that someday she might come back
Wish on it all the time
Knowin' it never may happen
But see I'm not a fool
Cause no we don't
Talk no more
You gotta new man
But, I'm gonna keep it safe
I've got the patience
That some lack...
But everybody says
Boy why don't you just leave it alone
But I don't think I can

I sit up all night
Thinkin' bout ya
And know it ain't right, baby
But I don't
I don't think that I
That I can let go...Don't think I can let you go

...
We all need to learn to let go...
all of us.

Just another day

How am I gonna miss out on valentines day?!...like seriously I'm Romeo, just no juliet. haha ;) at least this year I got Chinese New Year for plan b! hahah I kid... well sadly I won't be apart of neither celebration since I'll be driving up to geneseo... but I'll digress. Anyway as I was saying, I'm sick and tired of people sayin all this shit like I hate valentines day and shit. People who say that are just losers. I don't have a valentine, so what I don't start bitchin and sayin fuck valentines day and shit.. quit yo bitchin, cuz its not hell for everyone else out there. You're not the only person who exists on this date. Just cause it ain't goin good for you don't mean you gotta bring it down for somebody else. I'm lonely, I have no valentine, no one gave me shit or did shit for me (ok this was true until I got some chocolate from a friend hahah surprise surprise). noone made me feel special. Am I crying like a lil bitch?...no. And everyone knows damn well i'm the depressed one too.

I'm sorry I don't know why I said all that. But yeah happy valentines day for those who like it. I'm glad you got someone special to share it with, whetha it be a lover or friend or both. Just know your very lucky to have what you have. Cherish her/him because not everyone is fortunate as you. Fellas, treat yo woman the way she's supposed to be treated, like a queen. Ladies, give yo man an easy time. Let him know that he means something special to you. And sorry it had to be valentines day for those who didn't have it work out for them. Keep your head up. It's just one day of torture if you think about it. :) after all it is a made up holiday.

Home for the weekend

So funny story. First things first, as soon as I got home I went to the barbershop to get my haircut.

Sergio (my barber): hey man welcome back! damn you look tired.. *still looking at my face* man why you breaking out so much..., are you in love?
me: (LOL in my head.. damn he got me) *nervously looking around the packed room and sees everyone eavesdropping, sigh* uhhh noo im just really stressed...

hahah looks like pretending to be okay wont get me anywhere after all..

Friendship...

It's funny how such a strong word like "friend" is put together with the word "ship" to form what we call "friendship". A ship such as the titanic for example, was supposedly the biggest, strongest and indestructible ship in its time. Yet, it hit an iceberg and it sank down into the ocean, never to be seen again. Like the titanic, even the strongest of friendships can be non-existent within an instant.

So why do we put a word such as "ship" next to a word that we wish to last forever such as a "friend"?...Why do those two words go together? Think about it...

I don't know how and why I thought of all of this, but I can't help but reminisce the memories I've shared with you. I cherish them even after all that's happened to me. The present isn't the same, but I want you to know I would love to share more memories with you in the future...

And I look to a brighter day...

No one else can fit the shoes...

They say that true love is so hard to find

Well I'm gonna take my time

And I, ain't gonna rush into something

To get left with nothing again

That's what I said before

Until I opened up that door

Let you in, and left my heart wide open

And now I'm just hopin'...