Random thoughts

These dreams have got to stop. I don't even know why I'm having these dreams... why is it so hard to get you out of my head. I swear I have the most weirdest dreams. And I swear it always ends up the same way. But WOW, not even in my dreams... Why does this one affect me so much in such a small way...

I'm fuckin sick of being sick of being like this

just some random thoughts....

I have came face to face with a conundrum...what to do?...

The problem with the human species is that we are imperfect in so many ways...We really can't appreciate or realize what we have until we lose it...

Not everything in life is guaranteed to be there forever...so cherish as long as you can fellas...

Why are oranges orange?

Why do girls like guys that treat them like shit?

Why is english such an unromantic language?

Why is it so hard for me to get you outa my head?

Why are girls so blind? Why do they play so dumb at times?

Why am I writing these things???

...yeah...just random thoughts...

Finally...we get some decent weather. Funny how I escaped the pouring rain that hit NYC the past couple of days and left LA right when the cold front moved in. Wow it's been awhile since I've updated. I guess I just don't have much to say anymore. "Life" is just plain old life. I guess right now I'm not complaining. I guess that's good thing. I mean yeah...there's a couple of things that entered my life that I feel thankful for you know. On the flipside, there's just so many changes happening faster than one can absorb.

Honestly though, right now all I want is to enjoy my spring break. It's so depressing knowing that there's only two full days left and after that I have to go back to live my reality. Whatever. I had a great time during my west coast get away, that's all it matters. I've been wanting to get away so I can clear my head a bit. Cause here's the thing...I look at my past entries just cause I'm bored and all...and damn...I realized, I sound like some fuckin deep ass depressing bastard. But people who know me, already know that. lol. But I read some stuff and then I'm like, did I fuckin write that? Sometimes it's a good thing cause I'm like yo I'm fucking genius. hahahah jk, alright you can stop laughing now. Life seems like its gona be so repetitive once again. It's come to the point where me saying "life is so repetitive", has become repetitive. lol. I just wanna wake up to a new day, full of new news, new people, new drama, and a new reality. I wish I can just live like the way I did the past five days. I miss LA. But like I said, there are still two full days left, I'm just gonna take it slow, chill and see some people. Let the good times roll.

From the research and analysis of the work and achievements of hundreds of men of outstanding accomplishments, that there was the influence of a woman's love behind nearly every one of them.

I know feelings are complicated...

But I'll tell you someday I'm gonna find a girl that's gonna change my life...

and I want you to be just that.